i don't know how to tell you, so i suppose i'll say it here,
then at least i'm saying something...
even if its to no-one, in nothingness
i can't recall feeling this before, torn limb from limb
not in this way, not for someone, not ever
i was so used to being alone, my almost lover
but you left, and i am here; stagnant, stuck, collapsing
all the while wondering, how did this happen?
so how did it? really i've no idea
everything is falling now, and i am not brave, i am not strong
what will i do have, and to whom do i turn?
this hole is growing deeper and vaster still... burn, let it burn
